After the Fact

Little Susy-Paper Doll
“Little Susy”

When the first spark of creativity hits it isn’t always about the meaning of the piece.  It isn’t always about the reason you are drawn to a specific image or scrap of cloth.  That remains the secret part that will speak to you but only if you seek it out and look for it…after the fact.

At least it is for me.  My approach is serendipitously random that seems to hit in cycles.  Like a seed being planted, ideas germinate, sometimes for years, then life energy enters and it grows.  I start pulling items that speak to me, unconsciously matching color and hues then moving to form and shape.  Accepting and rejecting from my “stashes of possibility” as vintage mixes with contemporary.  Finally, adding bits of the amusing because it can’t be helped.

The pieces surprisingly slide together like a jigsaw puzzle giving the same satisfaction of when a piece of a puzzle fits.  When the last piece is in place you think you are done.

There is a treasured time following that is often overlooked unless you are asked to explain the piece.  By looking under the surface you find another dimension of the creative process…a veiled message with meaning behind it.

Libby Custer Paper Doll
“Libbie Custer”

“Libbie” Custer introduced herself to me and her mission in life.  After the defeat at Battle of Little Bighorn, Libbie took it upon herself to publicly defend her husband General George Custer’s legacy since she was not willing for her husband to become a national scapegoat.  In her own right, as an accomplished author and speaker, it took on new meaning for her at the end of the war.  By my making a paper doll of Libbie, she once again found her voice as she encouraged me to defend and support my family’s honor and legacy.

Little Susy-Close Up
“Little Susy”

There’s more to “Little Susy” than just a pretty face.  It seems that joining the head of Raphael’s portrait of a young woman and a fashion models’ relaxed pose brought out a new version of Gretel from the opera “Hansel & Gretel” written in 1893 by Engelbert Humperdinck.  Imagine my surprise when I realized this Engelbert was not the pop singer of the 60s!

Little Flapper-Paper Doll
“Little Flapper”

When it was all said and done, I realized that the “Little Flapper” was the very likeness of my mother as a young woman.  Speaking more to me than I can say.

If I had started out with the intention of creating a version of Libbie Custer, Little Susy and a Little Flapper I would have been bogged down with my tendency to overthink.  However, by providing myself the opportunity to create, all of that was bypassed and took second place for me to discover…“After the Fact”.

Previously printed in Somerset Studio Gallery

“There’s Always Tomorrow”

In keeping a blog open a writer/blogger is faced with many starts, stalls, and stops. The few inner dialogues I have are:

  • “Why?…Because I want to.”
  • “What if you’re criticized?…What if you aren’t?”
  • “I don’t have time today…Then use the past of yesterday.”
  • The most famous is: “There’s always tomorrow….No, Do It Now.”

For the last year and a half I have put my personal creative outlets “on hold”. My sweet husband had some serious health issues but is recovering slowly. Thank You Father God!! I stalled. I completely stalled. While he was recovering I was recovering from the high vigilance of care taking as well as the fears of what could happen. It is interesting how many things come to the surface during times like that. So I, too, am recovering slowly.

On top of that he retired. We are dealing with that and have decided we will be comic relief to other couples facing retirement. Maybe later on down the road I will expound on the need to have creative outlets as we retire and grow just a bit older. Why don’t you join me and start your own journal online.

All of that to say that this “Ole’ Cowgirl is Back in the Saddle Again…Happy Trails to You”

Cow Girl Me

“Do What You Can, Where You Are, With What You Have”

“Dot” a.k.a.: Former Expensive Blouse

Some people say I’m crafty – some say I’m scrappy.  All I know is that I like to repurpose things in crafty, scrappy ways.  I’m a “rejuvenator”.  Putting new life into worn out things sends a message.  Usually my creations literally do send messages others are more subtle.

“Do what you can, where you are, with what you have” became my motto and my mantra as a young wife and mother.  I would repeat it often in the years to come and it has never let me down.  Ideas will start to flow with this simple problem solving technique.

“Do what you can”…right now, in this moment…”Where you are”…you often have just what you need…”With what you have”…look around you.  Be still; listen, for the ideas will flow when the need arises – if you let it.  It can become a life style and a challenge to create decorations for our houses, toys & costumes for our children & clothes with what we have on hand.  Just look at it differently.

I can’t say all my creations were good ideas but they say that “mistakes are the portals of discovery”.  I found that it is best not to re-use underwear elastic because everyone knows where it came from.  I learned to check out a fabric scrap completely before you cut it up for a doll and it was an expensive blouse of my daughters that I was going to mend.  But working with the mistakes I made often led to new ideas.  My motto is a good one and now I challenge others to do the same.  We are so fortunate to have the opportunity to put our skills to work with the worn out and forgotten arts and creations of the past.

When I look at the linens and needlework that manage to drift down to me, I am touched that a person spent their time and talents to make something so precious.  Displaying them as art then sharing them can create bonds with others that lead to interesting conversations and friendships.  It’s a marriage of the Past and the Present in an artful way.

By looking at things in different ways we can create unusual, one of a kind pieces to make our homes cozy and warm.  When we do this, a funny thing happens.  Our hearts and our lives become cozy and warm too.  “Doing what you can…where you are…with what you have will always increase your creativity in making your home more inviting to others.